Raveness13

Jessica

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If You Feed the Beast by Raveness13, literature

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If You Feed the Beast

Have you ever been in a fight? One you know you're going to lose? And when you look at your friends on the sidelines- who are ready and willing to help but instead you meet their eyes and through your clenched teeth say "I can handle this." But you can't. And as you're getting beaten you bite your tongue and don't make a sound because even though you know you don't have this you said you did. You promised. You said you could handle it, so you do even though it's killing you and you know it is. You accept that one day this horrible monster will probably win because you just don't have the strength to fight it. And every time it

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steps.

humans were made to run barefoot. we were made to climb mountains, fighting gravity and to fly across stony deserts and dangerous forests. we were not made for these, these bastardizations of heels and soles and skin. humans were made to run barefoot, because we were always meant to leave traces of ourselves on everything we touched, every inch of the world that we would walk. we were always meant to take with us the scars left by the walls we would climb, the bruises left by the falls we would take, the hard skin and the instant familiarity left by the paths we would forge alone. so worry not. you were never meant to fee

hold on by FallFire, literature

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hold on

Put on a fake smile and hide all the pain, hold in the sorrow and know hope's in vain. Now let it all out while no one's around, fall into the darkness and pray you don't drown. Keep your tears silent so no one will hear, that you're falling apart but I can see dear. I see through your lies, how you're dying inside from your daily disguise, all the pain that you hide. I know that you feel lost, and you can't find your way that your life is a battle, you're fighting each day. But hold on to hope and the will to survive, just keep on breathing and staying alive.

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What can happen in a second by TwinofPower, literature

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What can happen in a second

A lot can happen in a second. A birth, a death. An accident, a miracle. A life that has been shortened, a life that has just begun. A new awakening or a deep slumber. A second can change someone's life, be it for better or for worse. A person can bleed, a person can smile. A mistake or forgiveness. An art movement or a disaster. A beautiful lie or the painful truth. Minds are made up in a second. Love and heartache. Sorrow and sweetness. What do you see in a second?

Pull the trigger, please by S3inf3ld, literature

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Pull the trigger, please

My heart is dead, i feel the pain of a thousand voices in my brain they tell me things, a thousand cries for someone new, a great divide i beg you please to save my soul for some one new I'm far too old too lose my mind senile corpse of my own head inside my hearse in my mind , you'll see the day of when soft lips come into play save me from this awful dream this awful dream i beg you please will only die with my disease that cant be cured you will see there's only one way out for me now we stand two words apart the cure's a bullet in my heart You caused the hole, the awful scar left me pain inside my heart you didn't know, not even care all

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Raveness13

About Raveness13

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Oct 10, 1995
United States
Deviant for 12 years
She / Her

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Hello people!
This is my Deviant account. Since Im on this website, you can guess that I like photography, writing, and other forms of art. Im also a total music junkie, enjoy being active, reading, and just hanging out. So yeah, send me messages folks.
*awkward spaztic waving here*

Favourite Visual Artist

Aelita Andre

Favourite Movies

Hanna, Avatar, the disney Atlantis

Favourite TV Shows

Dont watch it much, actually.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Depends on my mood

Favourite Books

Fever series, Drops like Stars, The Outcasts of 19 Schuyler Place, White Crow, 13 Reasons Why, Hex Hall, 5 Flavors of Dumb, Chime

Favourite Writers

John Lennon and Rob Bell

Favourite Games

Cardgame called BS

Favourite Gaming Platform

none

Tools of the Trade

Everything Possible

Other Interests

Philosophy, Pshchology, Steampunk,

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Raveness13

May 30, 2014

alone

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"Promise me?" "I promise..." "It's okay" No. Stop that. Stop saying what I do is okay. Its not fucking okay. What I do to you is not okay. I AM NOT OKAY Ive made my decisions trying to make you happy And I was okay with that, but now im all alone and have nobody I can talk to like I used to with you. I just want to talk to somebody but I know thats selfish of me. But then I got drunk and high and I told you I missed you. And Im lucky I didnt say much else. But I cant tell you I miss you or that people hurt me or that Im pretty sure Im relapsing or that Ive lost my appetite or that the voices are back. No i was just kidding

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Raveness13

Apr 11, 2014

Im sad

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Im sad. I lose battles I remember everything now. "Okay?" "...okay." At this point I feel like I've done myself in. "I failed eating, failed drinking, failed not cutting myself into shreds. Failed friendship. Failed sisterhood and daughterhood. Failed mirrors and scales and phone calls." -Wintergirls: pg 227 I can't do therapy right I can't communicate with my parents correctly I continuously drop people from my life without reason I keep losing my mind I failed rules Failed religion Failed not defiling my body and stopping others Im just kindof here at this point but I swore Id stay "Okay?" "...okay."

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Raveness13

Mar 29, 2014

I just

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I just want to turn back time and undo this but people think it's the right thing but it just feels so wrong Like there isnt a replacement and he's going to move on and have a life and Im just kindof stuck in this stand still like yeah I can get an apartment and a job but Im not going to have the life I wanted. And its like yeah I know Im never going to get what I want but they dont get it like that was the only version of the future I could think of that was relatively doable for me. I just dont think I should really exist like I cant do this life thing that every body else seems capable of I just want to get really really wasted and jump