Raveness13

Shhhh. Can anyone hear it. Shhhhhh, I said. Please, quiet. Listen. Do you hear it? Don’t move, just listen.. The heart pounds heavy the hands grow shaky the anxiety rips through her tightening insides. Can you hear it yet? Shhh.. She’s helpless she’s SCREAMING. It’s so loud, It echos in her head pounding off the sides. Vibrating her pounding heart. Can’t you hear her? She’s screaming, She’s screeching, She’s reaching, out for you our for anyone anyone to hear her. LISTEN! But noone will noone does they can’t. They don’t know how. Her life is a shallow schedule

Dear Reader,     So, you want to be skinny? I don't blame you. You're the fattest human being I've ever seen. I honestly don't know why you let yourself live. I have a lot of work to do, so you'd better listen up and follow every single instruction I give you.     Food makes you fat. Calories are your natural enemy. Think you're hungry? Think again. You want to put something in that tummy of yours? Not while I'm here. Eating is for people with no self-control. You're better than that, I hope. What defines us as people? Will power. Show some. Put down that fork. Do you really need to eat dinner? You can pass on breakfast and lunch, too. Lo

Ana's so pretty Ana's so thin. Her beauty's a gift Her beauty's a sin. Ana doesn't like the truth Ana doesn't like to gain. All she feels is hunger All she feels is pain. Ana looks at the mirror Ana looks at the lie. She wants to be loved, She wants to die. Ana's so stupid Ana's so dumb. So sorry she's fat So sorry she's numb. Ana can't feel to love, Ana can't feet to hate. Ana won't make the wrongs right, Ana won't make it past the gate.

In the mirror, I see These hollow blue eyes, staring back at me. Reflecting untold thoughts and dreams, Nightmares inside, like distant memories. In my mind, I feel This jagged edged, unfeeling steel. Once shining and clean, but no longer, Scraping out weakness, and making me stronger.